Childhood…



do you ever wish that you could go back to being the ages of 4-10? I do.

Those carefree years, where the shits happening all around you but you don’t give a damn. Horrible things may of happened to you, but the good and the carefree things overcome the memories of the bad and allow you to remember all the fun and exciting things you did. 

At that age, no one cares if you have hairy legs, it’s normal. No one cares if you do or don’t wear designer clothes. No one cares if you are full of dirt. No one cares about how you look, what you do, or where you are or live. It’s a beautiful age.

I wish I could go back there, minus the rape and abuse. But those were fun years. Sleepovers with friends, bonfires seemed like the coolest thing on the planet and fireworks were just out of this world at that age. 

Building little forts and playing games on the fields. Being cheeky and getting away with it. Ice creams and lollipops from the ice cream truck.

Ahh that age was amazing. Am I the only one that wishes I could be that age again? Do you have memories or things you wish you could still do?

💕AshKaay 

8 thoughts on “Childhood…

  1. I do envy my daughter as I watch her play and run around carefree. But I know that I am right where I need to be, so that she can have her chance to live out this age.

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  2. Those years are priceless to me. Ashkayy you’ve been through so much. It breaks my heart. I don’t have horrific memories during those years. I’d never want to go back because I wouldn’t want to live the 25+ years over again that followed.

    Thank you for sharing your story with us!

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