Today

“Bipolar disorder is like a thief. 
It steals and never gives back.”

I really feel shitty. My boyfriend goes to work in Zimbabwe for 10 days on Wednesday. I don’t know what I’m going to do without him.

Luckily I see my psychologist on Thursday so it’s not so bad. 

I’m tired constantly and I’m so over it right now. I’ve been good – haven’t been sleeping in the day. But, I think today I deserve a nap! 

I just this second got a whatsapp from my mother in law asking if I want to go pick out a bath & lots of new things for the house we are building on the farm. I can’t turn that down cause I love interior decorating. But there’s always a catch. Lunch with our pastor & his wife!

Any prayers for no panic attacks would be greatly appreciated.

Quick quote:

“He who kneels before God, can stand before anyone.” 

Have a good day,

šŸ’•AshKaay 

7 thoughts on “Today

  1. When I’m struggling I really rely on my mom. Not that my husband isn’t always there for me when he can be but he’s so busy with working and school I never see him.
    If my mom was gone 10 days I would freak out and have anxiety attacks from that alone.
    I’m so sorry he has to leave right now. Enjoy decorating! I walk around hobby lobby at least twice a week during my lunch hour just to soak up the air. Lol I’m broke but love looking and dreaming. It brings me peace.

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