So the guests have arrived and everything was going fine.
Until it all hit me; the nausea, feeling faint, body aches, a killer migrane and the feeling of throwing up.
I just simply said “I’m not feeling well, I’m going to lie down for a little while.”
But the question is “WHY?”
- Why me?
- Why my life?
- Why does it affect the people around me?
- Why the depression, OCD, social anxiety disorder, bipolar & all the other shit that comes with it?
- Why oh effing why?
I know I put a quote on the other day that says “you were given this life because you are strong enough to live it.”
But, right now I don’t feel I am. I’m so angry at myself for failing to do the simplest thing, spending time with guests 😞
I can’t effing take it. Why’s it so hard? Does this really have to be the life of a 17 year old girl?
Advice? Someone please!