“A daddy isn’t defined as the man who makes the child, but rather a man who extends his hands and time to help raise the child and gives his heart and love to the child. BLOOD doesn’t always make you a DADDY. Being a daddy comes from the heart. Any fool can make a baby, it takes a man to raise a child”
My dad is amazing, he is always there for me. He is my dad, not my biological father but my dad!
He means more to me than the asshole, who was involved in bringing me into the world, ever will.
No matter what the circumstance he is there whenever I need him. My mum & I both have bipolar & I know it takes its tole on him but, he has always stuck by both of us & I know he always will.
My mum & dad are the only two people in my family who haven’t let me down & I love them more each & everyday for it.
My dad may not be my biological father but he is my DAD & always will be.
Why the hell wait until Valentine’s Day when you can drink now! Champagne & some nice wine!
Hope everyone enjoys their evenings! Get some love in the air 💞 .
do you ever wish that you could go back to being the ages of 4-10? I do.
Those carefree years, where the shits happening all around you but you don’t give a damn. Horrible things may of happened to you, but the good and the carefree things overcome the memories of the bad and allow you to remember all the fun and exciting things you did.
At that age, no one cares if you have hairy legs, it’s normal. No one cares if you do or don’t wear designer clothes. No one cares if you are full of dirt. No one cares about how you look, what you do, or where you are or live. It’s a beautiful age.
I wish I could go back there, minus the rape and abuse. But those were fun years. Sleepovers with friends, bonfires seemed like the coolest thing on the planet and fireworks were just out of this world at that age.
Building little forts and playing games on the fields. Being cheeky and getting away with it. Ice creams and lollipops from the ice cream truck.
Ahh that age was amazing. Am I the only one that wishes I could be that age again? Do you have memories or things you wish you could still do?
“Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of places, if one only remembers to turn on the light.”
Ahh, had a long day today. Passport photos, salon, mall, nursery! But, you know what? I was happy today. Regardless of all the stress.
I’ve got to go back to the nursery tomorrow with my mother-in-law. She also feels like some new plants/flowers.
It’s only 2 days to Valentine’s Day. I’ve got my man some cute things 😝 .
I must say I’m a little bit frustrated at the moment as my boyfriend & I own our own place. But, we’re sleeping at his parents house constantly. It’s really bugging me. But anyway. That’s the way the cookie crumbles 🍪 .
Have a good night, God bless 🙌 .
Like the title says; we can’t make everyone happy. Which is completely 100% true.
I know how it feels when you try so hard for someone to be happy with what you’ve done/achieved/said, etc. and they aren’t. It’s a crappy feeling.
But it’s reality, not everyone is going to be happy with us all the time. So why do we get so worked up when we can’t make these people happy and content? It’s because we try so hard. We try hard for acceptance. To prove to them we are ‘normal’.
It might not be that way for everyone but I know it is for me.
But you know what, we can’t make everyone happy, try & if it fails then at least you know that you put in the effort from your side to try.
Remember you can’t make everyone happy, you’re not a Nutella jar 😛 .
I’ve taken my tablets so if this post isn’t 100%, blame it on them not me 😂 .
Chin up beauties,
So I have my glasses. Feeling quite comfortable in them. I need to get out & show these babies off. Aaahaha!
My dad said they make me look “Smart.” The bugger, as if I’m not smart enough! 😂
Anyway, I’m taking one step at a time in my journey with God. I’m making it serious this time. I’m committing myself to the Lord. I might mess up, I’m guarenteed to sin, but I’m getting closer to our Heavenly Father.
I’m so happy at the moment, plus I slept well last night! Which is a first in a long time!
“Bipolar can make you unstable, but you are still able. Never give up, never give in, you will find your peace again.” -G.E Laine
Hope everyone has a wonderful day, 💕AshKaay
Does anyone know that feeling when you think you’re happy but there’s that one thing on the back of your mind?
I have that. I’m happy but I can’t stop thinking about things that have happened in the past. I honestly don’t know how to feel.
I need to vent. arghhh! Why can’t things in my life & head just be normal for once. Why can’t I have normal thoughts & be in a normal mood, not stuck in between.
I’ve been reading my book. It’s called “prayer box.” It’s actually turning out quite a good novel.
Anyway, I’m enjoying this book. Time to get my read onnnn! 📖
“Happiness isn’t getting what you want. But appreciating what you have.”
I went to church today. Yes, me. Church. That has over 100 people. I didn’t even feel the need to take a rivotril! I took notes & sang the hymns.
To be honest I’m quite proud of myself.
I’ve got a killer headache & didn’t sleep very well last night but I feel so alive today. More than I’ve felt in a long time! I think the Holy Spirit is working within me 🙏.
Incase you haven’t heard this today:
- You’re beautiful 👸👱
- You’re loved 💗
- You’re needed 👥
- You’re alive for a reason 👣
- You’re stronger than you think 💪
- You’re going to get through this 🙏
- I’m glad you’re still alive 😀
- Don’t give up 🌟
- Be positive 👍
- I care 👯👬
Nap time 😴
Let me just start off by saying I am weird:
There is [no one] like me in this world. I am an individual. I am unique. I am beautiful and I am real!
Listen to your own voice. Your own soul. Too many people listen to the noise of the world instead of themselves.
I might be different in other ways to other people. But I am me. I always have been & always will be.
Rough patches are always going to be there but I will always look for that light at the end of the tunnel because one day I will get there.
I’ll look back on this and smile because it was LIFE & I decided to live it!
So today I have mixed emotions. I don’t know what’s wrong with me.
My tabs made me sore again this morning. Which was crap!
I know things have been going downhill for me for awhile now. But I suppose you have to go through the hard times to get to the good ones!
“Life is like a piano. The white keys are happy moments & the black keys are sad moments. But remember that sweet music is only possible when both the keys are played together.”
Have a nice night,